T.E.D.D.Y. M.Y. L.O.V.E
For all this time...i thought u were the person who i can trust...a place to put my love....after all the years that we have been togather...why is it that u are doing this to me??WHy??I simply dun understand why are u doing this to me....u said i abandon u...do u tink i have the heart to treat you like that?Or is it you have forgotten who i really am...Each time u went home without even saying a goodbye to me....it HURTS....When its break time....you just went down without waiting for me....It HURTS me....Every single day,i just pray that it gets better but seems like my prayers have not been answered....i will keep on praying.....Now i am asking you back....WHO IS ABANDONING WHO???You don't even care about me like you do last time....Why is it that u seem like avoiding me?Tell me straight if i have ever hurt you....Every night i cried....the cut that u left on me is VERY deep....so much so that i tink it will never heal....No words can describe how deep is it.....You are as if neglecting me.....Sometimes it makes me wonder....Wondering whether i did the right thing or not....haha...that i cannot answer it myself...The memories that we had together...Is it just going to be down the drain??Does our friendship going to be like this forever?I dunno what else to say as this point of time but i can definitely say that i am truly hurt by wad u are doing to me....I want to seek forgiveness if i have ever hurt you....Yes..i admit that i am the clown that entertain you for all this while....But after wad happen,i feel that i am no longer the clown that i used to be..This clown has turn to be someone who is sad,emo,alone...Im filled with misery.....Misery that kills me silently....It is silent killer...May The Great Almighty be there with me to go through this difficult challenge in my life...
Signing off
HeartBroken Clown
**PatienceIsVirtue** . 7:21 PM
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