i had a super great day today....hahas....i went out today....i met my honie....hahas...erm...yea...while i was getting ready...honie called me...he said his friends,Jenny and Akiff(did i spell it correctly??) is coming along....i was like...okie...sure come along then...we met at Dover Mrt station...it was tiring waiting for them...hahas...in the end....i saw another friend of honie...Iffa...haha...unexpected to see her....hahas...we were off to our destination....BuGis...haha....the journey was indeed rather boring at first but it turned to be fun....hahas....Jenny...im sorry coz i think i had frightened you with my "melatah"...sorry...erm...we chat along the way....it was a long journey.....hahas....reach Bugis,we alight...then we went around....we went to bugis st....hahas....i did buy something.....honie bought me a Super EarLY Christmas present....hahas...he bought for the other gals as well....its nice of him....Thank you for the earings!!!! I LOVE it....we went from shop to shop....hahas....went up and down....and i decided to buy something for myself....so i got myself a watch...hahas...hmm..actually i wanted to buy the white watch but i got something else...nvm...i will come back another day and hopefully i will buy...haha....its so nice....and at the watch shop...i saw this ang-mo...he is so cute and hot!! hehe....but not interested...intially wanted to go Fuluso but in the end didnt go but went for window-shopping instead...overall i think Akiff is a nice person....i like to look at his eyes....hahas....he has nice eyes....hmm...jenny is nice...and so is iffa...they are fun ppl to be with....*peace* hahas....it was really a nice day today...hehes....we went off from Bugis at around 4.15pm...hahas....reach Jurong East around 5 plus....cant remember wad time....then went to popular to get some book but cant find....in the end we went to have bubble tea...hahas...super refreshing....hehes....then me and honie head home....we chat along the way home....Thank you honie for today...i so love it....here is some random picture that i took....
These are the things that were bought....hehe....i bought the watch....and my honie bought for me the two earings...hehe....i LOVE it!!!! Thank You Honie!! Luv Ya.. hehe....its me posting with one of the earing....hehe... me again...posting with another earing...hehe...
hahas....just me....in red and the black cardigan...and the "A" necklace(blink2)....hehes..
heys...life has not been really good since school ended....hahas...now,i can seldom see my schoolmates....haix....but its a lucky thing that i got their handphone numbers...at least i can still sms them...hehe...two thumbs up...hahas...it is great if u care for ppl and u urself being cared by others....the feeling is like...wow!! thank you God because there is ppl who cares abt me...but sometimes the care that you give to ppl is mistaken for something else....they think that you love them....hahas...its weird how ppl think....well....i dun blame them entirely though....hahas...maybe the way i care for them makes them think that i am hinting to them....well...all i wanted to do is just care for you ppl....so dun worry...i am just caring for you ppl...im not showing or hinting you to be my boyfriend...hehes...anyway...i am just clearing the doubt to ppl....hehes...going on holiday soon i think....hopefully can go somewhere else....after coming back from holiday....i have to find a job and i have appointment with the doctor at outram....haix....have to go still....i dun know where to start looking for a job....haix...kindda tough but i will give it a try....well...im not really rotting at home coz i learnt alot from my mum....hehe....i learn how to cook certain dishes...well...maybe one day i will try cooking wad i learn from my mum....besides the cooking lesson,its kindda bored staying at home...cant always go out coz my money running low...hahas...nvm...i will find a job very soon...hopefully i can get to work...maybe at popular bookstore or something like that....wish me luck!!!
hahas....im still JOBLESS!!!! ARGH!!! JOBLESS=Less Money to Spent=Less Shopping....hahas....OMG!!! i need to find a job soon....hehe....most probably around december than can start finding one....as for now...hmm...i want to enjoy first...hehe.....hmm....im glad that my friends are back from their trip safely....i am also glad to know that they enjoyed themselves....TO Jinn Chyau,if u happen to read my blog....i am happy to be there for you....that is what i can do for my friends....i will always be there for you and not only you but to all my other friends....my door is always open to help all my friends...i will try my best to help all my friends....i will continue to stay that way....Thank you for all the things that you have done for me....i am greatful to have known you and actually i became ur friend...thank you...
i am not so sure abt my feelings right now....its a mixed feelings.....so many choices to think of....i mean i dunno which course to go to....hahas....its still a long way to go but when i think again...nah...its like soo near....it is easy to be loved rather than you love ppl....its just what i think...maybe wrong....hahas....
to see people around me happy also brings happiness to me....it always do.... to see people whom i care about sad brings dark clouds to my life and dark clouds in my life means sadness... i always pray and i hope that i am and will always be the clear cloud that will take the dark clouds away from all the people that i care about.... i maybe hiding my sad feelings away from all those ppl that i care for just for one simple reason;its because i do not want to make them worry about me....even though i try to hide,sometimes the sadness of mine reveal itself....needless for me to tell....its just up to ppl to know or not whether i am troubled....for those who spot the sadness in me....well....good....but do u just leave wad u saw or do u make an attempt to ask wads going on in my life...that will be the question that i will leave hanging....
okies.....enough of the post...tired....wanna get some rest....byes...
today was a day that i really enjoy....coz my whole family get together and do something together...hahas...we did spring cleaning...wahaha....yup...we clean the storage place...hahas...it was super fun...hehes....despite the dust and all that...we totally had FUn...Loads of it...Now...we have 3 lvl of storage place....thanks to my Dad...hahas....he is wonderful....wehehe...hmm....after doing that,we were beat to the max...Damn tired!!! hahah....hmm....tmr...going out to a place nearb my place...im buying something for myself....hahas...well...gonna catch some rest for now...be back to blog again some time...byes
**PatienceIsVirtue** . 9:33 PM
...................
Thursday, November 20, 2008
This is a sad song that i love to hear...well...its about a couple that cannot be together and they have to end their relationship....Their relationship is as if its a stop in the mrt station...all u know,the relationship that is built is gone...its a sad song...
**PatienceIsVirtue** . 3:13 PM
heys...my blogger was kindda laggy...so i didn't get to update...hahas....i am happy for my frends...they get to go holiday...i heard some of my friends went to KL,Genting Highlands...hahas...i bet its loads of fun...hahas....Good for You Guys...hehe...well...hopefully my turn will come very soon...hahas...erm...yea...a few days back...my family went to play bowling....hahas...it was fun playing....to see them play bowling plus their laughter is enough to take my loneliness and my stress away...i was cheer up by the laughter of my cousins....my grandmother and my other family members...it was indeed a wonderful time together as a family...hahas...i hope we can do it more often....i did not play that day cause i was having a headache...hahas....too bad for me but i enjoyed myself....after bowling,we went to CCK...its my youngest uncle home....to have a feast....there are 2 families going to my youngest uncle's house....my family and my eldest uncle....it was another fun time we had together...hahas....we play cooking at my youngest uncle house....it was super fun...everyone has a job to do....my job was to fry popiah,beancurd....hahas....actually we made rojak on that day...hehe....the kitchen was full of laughter...the little ones were just watching tv and playing PSP...hahas....when everything is laid on the dining table,we help ourselves with the food...its fun!!! Thank you uncle and auntie...I love u guys!!!
RAndom pictures that i took from the bowling alley...
Look at the skeleton bowling...hahas....nice right?? i like that one....its cool....wahhaha...
Hahas....bowling alley....its cool to spend time playing bowling....wee...hehe....to my beloved friends....how about one day we all go and play bowling together....it will be fun....we can have a mini competition btwn us...hahas....okies....time to go...Byes!!
hahas...not been updating for some time...lolz...argh!!! kindda stress!!! Have to find job so that i can earn money and then can go shopping and save up for something...hehe...anyway...i am really BORED!!! staying at home..HAIz!!! waiting for the resluts....
YEAH!!! its finally Over....wahaha...hehe....no need to go school already...hehes...erm....today is my final O levels paper which is Science paper 1...thats MCQ...well...it went well....in fact i treasure my last day in school today....had long talks with my schoolmates....it was fun....many a times i will laugh when i chat with them...it's been awhile since i last laugh....hahas....well....gald that my O levels has ended....it ended well...I have given my best in O levels and i will continue praying hard for my results....hopefully i can get to my desired polytechnic....doing my desired course....Amin...well...i will have to start looking for a part-time job....to kill my time....i dun want to just stay at home and rot...hahas....well...i heard my poly friend is going to have their exams in 3 weeks time....so ALL THE BEST!!! JIA YOU!! now i have to wait for the results....well....in school today,i am suppose to meet one of my schoolmate at 7.15am...hahas....he said he wanted to give me a very belated birthday present...hahas....as usual..i reach at the school foyer early and waited for him...hahas....well...not long after that he reach and he was smiling....i went up to me and he handed me the present....i like the present...its lovely....it is a key chain....it has my name on it....its Purple...hahas....well....here is the picture....
hehe...this is the key chain that my friend gave to me as my birthday present....hahas....i really like it...So...Thank You my friend.......luv ya laways... okies....i want to go enjoy le...hahas....byess...
i always thought u are there... there when im in happiness and in sadness... it was all a pretence... it was all fake... nvr thought it would happen this way... tell me im not stupid..... tell me im not... now that i cannot run nor hide...im stuck... stuck in this darkness that u have put me in... i have to go through alot of pain and suffering... pain that would never be washed way nor be forgotten... it is always my fault....not urs...blinded by ur own mistakes... i admit that i do make mistakes and i would apologise if necessary.. but how abt u...do u even have the face to apologise if u are in the wrong? the happiness that is there suddenly vanish...i cant catch the happiness... it just disappear right in front of my eyes... its all different...i am alone...in this beautiful world... i sacrifice alot of my life for you...do u even care?? i have to cry every night just to tell myself that tomorrow will be a new day and that i will have to learn how to forget....i am weak...i am alone... i told myself...let nature takes its course.... if we are not meant to be together... then i will have to learn to accept the fate... i will have to learn how to forget to... getting hurt is part and parcel of life... but how long can individual withstand it?? sure there will be days when u will feel like telling the whole world that you should not have been in this land... that is what that is happening to me.... i feel alone....empty...in agony...frustrated...sad...in misery.... i am not pleading for sympathy...its how i view ppl...they will go to you when they need u badly....once they have what they wanted...they will ignore you....as if u are not even there....as if u are invisible...to ppl like that...i wonder if u have any feelings of gratitude towards ppl who helped you... guess i will leave it till here...see what happens next...May all tun out well...Amin... after reading this...start counting how many ppl out there...considering them as ur frends will care to even ask if you are doing well in life?? start counting...maybe handful will ask....
heys...its been some time since i update my blog...hahas...erm...i am blogging about me going to Senoko Fishery Port...hahas...i went it early this morning....its at 1am...its was a very busy place i can tell....many fishmongers were busy setting up their stalls....hahas...it was something that i saw.....its my 1st time going there....so im kindda excited....hehe....i saw fish that is still alive....prawns jumping here and there....hehe...its really fun going there....i went there with my parents and grandma....and my uncle zai...he directed us there and he had to leave....well...thank you to uncle zai that he brought us there....hahas....
well....my grandma spent $50 on the fishe that sshe wants....for us...we bought 8kg of prawns....hahas....the prawn are really huge....i love seeing big prawns....and fishes....The best thing about today is getting to see fresh fish from the port itself....it was something that i wont forget....well....the smell of that place is still ok....not that smelly....hahas....so...if i have the time,i would want to go to Senoko Fishery Port....okies...its 4.30am....gonna catch some sleep....waking up at 6am to go market....buying meat and chicken....hahas...its for my aunt who is going to mecca this year....well...my mum she is cooking for her and need to buy all those groceries...orites!! Byes!!
Its down to 2 papers....after that its time for me to find a part-time job....while waiting for the results for my O levels.....hehe....wad type of job....well....i tink those easy one first...just to have the feel of working life....hmm....well....see how larh horh....today....i went to JP library to study Social Studies....i have the paper this monday....Jinn Chyau accompanied me at the library...Thank you so much!! we met at 12.30pm and went to the library....There is not many people in the library.....hehe....i studied and chat at the same time.....and about 4 plus....we went to Jurong Point Shopping Centre to eat....We went to the foodcourt at the basement level to eat....we ate Carrot Cake....Takoyaki...and Ice Kacang....haha....after eating all those food...i was full to the Max...hehe....anyway...it was nice eating with Jinn Chyau....long time since we ate together....i miss the times when we were in school eating together with the rest of my schoolmates...it was super fun!!The ice kacang that we ate was kindda scary coz it looks like we are eating monster blood....its sooo Greenish....wahaha.....but we still eat it larh....of coz....haha..we sat for a little longer and have some chat before we make our way home....Thank you for ur time Jinn Chyau...I appreciate it....
here are some pictures that was taken by Jinn Chyau....
This is Takoyaki....the filling is squid and prawn.....they are delicious....hehe.....look at the mayonnaise and the the fish sauce.....plus the fish flakes.....OMG!! haha....its super delicious....hmm....makes me hungry again....haha....just joking....
This is the Ice kacang that is like blood of a monster....haha....its super Green lorh....haha.....Omg!!haha....
Okies....time for me to hit the books again...hahas....Byes ppl....To Jinn Chyau...Thank you:)
**PatienceIsVirtue** . 6:13 PM
...................
::-Only God Can Judge Me For Who I am -::
Hello!!!
Welcome To My Blog...
Feel free to read my post and don't forget to leave a
comment yea...
May you have a pleasant day and SMILE ALWAYZ!!!
::Teddy's Profile::
Name:Nur Atiqah
Age: 17
School:Republic Poly
Diploma: Biotechnology
Horoscope: Virgo
Birthday: September
Likes:
#Myself
#My honie/dear
#My family
#My friends
#The colour Purple
#Winnie The Pooh Bear
#Being around HAPPY people!!
hehe....its me posting with one of the earing....hehe...
me again...posting with another earing...hehe...
hahas....just me....in red and the black cardigan...and the "A" necklace(blink2)....hehes..
Look at the skeleton bowling...hahas....nice right?? i like that one....its cool....wahhaha...
Hahas....bowling alley....its cool to spend time playing bowling....wee...hehe....to my beloved friends....how about one day we all go and play bowling together....it will be fun....we can have a mini competition btwn us...hahas....okies....time to go...Byes!!
YEAH!!! its finally Over....wahaha...hehe....no need to go school already...hehes...erm....today is my final O levels paper which is Science paper 1...thats MCQ...well...it went well....in fact i treasure my last day in school today....had long talks with my schoolmates....it was fun....many a times i will laugh when i chat with them...it's been awhile since i last laugh....hahas....well....gald that my O levels has ended....it ended well...I have given my best in O levels and i will continue praying hard for my results....hopefully i can get to my desired polytechnic....doing my desired course....Amin...well...i will have to start looking for a part-time job....to kill my time....i dun want to just stay at home and rot...hahas....well...i heard my poly friend is going to have their exams in 3 weeks time....so ALL THE BEST!!! JIA YOU!! now i have to wait for the results....well....in school today,i am suppose to meet one of my schoolmate at 7.15am...hahas....he said he wanted to give me a very belated birthday present...hahas....as usual..i reach at the school foyer early and waited for him...hahas....well...not long after that he reach and he was smiling....i went up to me and he handed me the present....i like the present...its lovely....it is a key chain....it has my name on it....its Purple...hahas....well....here is the picture....
