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Today...i had 3 papers....in a day....OMG!!! wahaha....i had Principles of Accounts paper 1 and paper 2 and biology paper....wahaha....i went crazy just now...with so many things to remember...hehe....today paper starts at 8am and the last paper ends at 3.45pm....by that time, i was so exhausted....haix....second paper that i did....almost fall asleep...haiyo....The paper was a bit tough but still managable for Principles of Accounts....hopefully can pass the paper....hmm....biology was interesting....i am happy doing the paper.....hahas....Now i am left with 2 papers....they are Social Studies and Science MCQ.....and after that....Done!! hmm....better start with Social Studies already....i wanna score for it...To 2008 O levels candidate....ALL the Best!!! Go all the way!!! JIa You!!!

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 7:51 PM ...................

Hehe....blogging again....I had Maths paper2 today.....wahaha....The paper was challenging....hehe....i like...after sitting for two and a half hour...i can tell you...my butt hurts....and my head feels like bursting...argh!!! hahas....just found this maths puzzle and put it as a picture in my post...hahas.....Overall the paper was managable...hopefully i will pass my overall maths...Amin...erm....im left with 5 papers to go....then wee!!! Free!! Can find a part-time job already...hehe....my dear frends...help me with this...hehe....tmr...i will be having 3 papers...haha....WTH!! having accounts paper and science....haix...as o levels is coming to an end....i somehow feel sad....sad cause i will miss the school and my dear ones....haix....especially him....who kept my spirits high...and keep movtivating me to go to school each day and learn something new...Thank you to "him"...hehe....wish he knew that he is my source of motivation...hahas....im crapping....okies....time for me to hit the books....3 papers waiting for me tmr!!! hopefully i can do it...Amin...Oya...before i forget...i just wanna wish my cousin a Happy Birthday!!! MAy all ur wish come true...Amin...byes...

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 1:23 PM ...................

Here....i am tagged again....haha....by Jinn Chyau....hehe....okie....i just know that i did the wrong quiz for him....haha....nvm....let me spend some time again doing this quiz...haha...
Here i go:
1. The 1st person who tag/pass you is? >> Jinn Chyau<<
2. Your relationship with him/her? >>My close frend-he was my ex-schoolmate..<<
3. Your five impression of him/her. >>Jinn Chyau-
clever...funny...sporty...gentleman...thoughtful...<<
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? >>his company on oct 07 08<<
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you? >>"All the best for your paper."<<
6. If he/she become your lover, you will? >>I will love him,take care of him and be with him through thick and thin...haha....will that happen??<<
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on? >>hmm...be more loving....haha...<<
8. If he/she became my enemy, you will? >>hmm...lets see if it happens....then he will know...<<
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be? >>hmm...many reasons.... <<
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is? >>be a very good close frend and no secrets between us<<
11. Your overall impression of him/her is? >>Caring<<
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? >>i dunno....as long as im happy...i dont care wad ppl say...wahaha...<<
13. The characters you love of yourself are? >>straight-forward...daring...dun like to lie...<<
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are? >>bottle-up my feelings...hot-tempered<<
15. The most ideal person you want to be is? >>someone slim...the rest im ok with it...<<
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them. >>Thank you..I love u too...i'll give u a hug...u mind?
17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.Jinn Chyau2. Fikri3. Celina4. Jing Hui5.Derek6.Alvin7. Rui Xin8.Spider9.Sophia10.Benjamin
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? >>hmm...i dunno....<<
19. Is no.9 a male or female? >Sophia> female
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? >>Rui Xin and Benjamin
21. What is no. 2 studying about? >Fikri<-Landscape Architecture
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.9. >>Sophia>in school after my paper<<
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like. >>spider-well...i thinnk he likes Rock music...<<
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings? >>Jinn Chyau-yes..he have...1 younger brother....1 elder sister<
25. Will you woo no.3? >Celina-same gender as me....its a No...i will not woo her...<
26. How abt no.7? >Rui Xin<- i dunno leh....<
27. Is no.4 Single? >>Jing hui...single..<<
8. What is the surname of no.5? >derek>Ng
29. What’s the hobby of no.10? >>Benjamin>hmm...let me guess....maybe gaming bah...<<
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? >>derek and sophia> i dunno...maybe...<<
31. Where is no.2 studying at? >>fikri>sp<<
32. Talk something casually about no. 1. >>jinn chyau>friendly,caring,thoughtful<<
33. Where does no.9 live at? >sophia>Jurong West...
34. What colour does no. 4 like? >jing hui>pink?? yellow??
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend? >derek and jinn chyau>not sure whether they know each other....haha
36. Does no.1 have any pets? >yes... Hamsters
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? >rui xin> he can be one...
38. What is no. 6 doing now? >Alvin>at home i guess...revising for O levels??

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 2:49 PM ...................

I've been tagged....haha....okies....here am i doing....haha....just take some time to answer it...hehe..well....i just answer it honestly....so yea...

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets? =Yes...i do have secrets=
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you? =hmm...may consider=
(original question: Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?)
3. Do you enjoy going to sch? =if i have someone in school that i like....of course i enjoy going to school=
4. What would you do with a billion dollars? =i will save some for the future....the other some...i will treat all my sweethearts=
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? =If my best friend is a guy...Sure...y not?=
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? =actually both...but a more blessed one will be being loved by someone=
7. List out your 15 favourite songs. =The list is too long...haha....=
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? =just be friends with him...nothing wrong with it...=
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? =Yes..Lots of them...haha=
10. What makes you angry? =When things dun turn out the way u want...that happen recently...so angry abt it..haix=
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? =driving a motorbike...living a happy life...having my Dream career...=
12. Who is currently the most important people to you? =God...My families...My sweethearts=
13. What is the most important thing in life? =Love and acceptence=
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? =Single and rich...hehe...=
15. What is your favourite colour? =Red...Blue...Purple...Black...Brown...=
16. Would you give all in a relationship? =No and Yes=
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick? =The Best Man wins...actually its already happening....confuse abt it...haha...=
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? =Forgive...depends....Forget...NEVER!!!=
19. What do you want to tell the someone you like? =U are my oxygen that keeps me breathing...hehe....=
20.5 people I have tagged:(1)Celina(2)Rui Xin(3)Alvin(4)Jing hui(5)Derek

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 2:53 PM ...................

I had Maths Paper 1 today....hehe....it was fun doing the paper....i was shivering while doing the paper...this is due to the rain and its very cold....haha...the cold was so intense....overall the paper was managable...i had time to check my work....Hopefully i can get good grades for it...Amin...hehe...I have got Maths paper 2,Principle of Accounts,Social Studies,Biology left to go for....hehe....half more to go!! Jia YOu!!
Paper end at 10am....i was like frozen by the weather....haha....went to sit at the canteen for awhile with Fereal....then I saw him....he was smiling at me when our eyes met...haha....i was like....melting....haha....he said the paper was easy for him....hehe....then me and fereal sat at the bench....awhile later..Firdaus came and chat with us about the maths....we discussed some of the answers...haha....after that...fereal was bored and ask me if i wanna have my lunch wif her....i agreed...we went to kfc across the road near our sch....
To my surprise again....i saw him....haha....at first i didnt saw them and actually walk in front of them....Fereal kept quiet...didnt say he was there wif his frends....haix....then suddenly they laugh very loud and i happened to turn to them...i said "Hi" to them and they were like "HI!!" i made things short cause my stomach said,"Quick...im hungry already!!"
Haha...i said all the best to them and specially to him...hehe....i wave them gd bye and they did the same and we head to kfc...hahas....i was so famished...we ordered and took our time to eat....she shared with me alot of secrets about her.....and her life.....i listened and well enjoy the eating session....hehe....then after we have filled our stomach....we head home....haha....preparing for the next paper...see ya!!

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 12:00 PM ...................

he...his voice....his movement....his speech....his smile....all of it i cant take any longer.....its unbearable....i cant deny the fact anymore....i love him but i am too scared to tell...each time when i look at him...he will give me this smile which tells me something that i cant figure out....just now...he gave me this HOT smile...and we can feel the connection between us....the feeling is so peaceful....so tranquil....i felt as though i caught a glimpse of heaven....its so sweet....why am i feeling this way??
Cant be happening....haix....my wish is to hold u in my arms....never letting u go....i want to hug you and i want to let u know everything that i have been keeping from you....i want you to be beside me even its a few minutes....i dun bother what others say abt us....i just want to be with you....when our eyes meets....there is this hidden message that only the both of us understand....and its pleasing....the way u spoke to me....ur voice...its still playing in my ears...i will never get tired listening to that voice....
Ur words...keeps me moving....making my life as colourful as the rainbow....i am afraid to let go of this feeling....neither do i have the courage to tell you....so basically i cant do anything at tis point of time....haha....i hope there will be solution....i am praying that the day will come and u and i can be together.....the days we walk home together....i will never forget....u make me feel like a lady....when we are walking in 3s...u are protective...u will walk beside me instead of the guy that i dont know...thank you for that....i really appreciate it...may one day it happen...when it happen....i hope its not too late.....i just want to be with you....

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 10:58 PM

It came without any warning.....Its dangerous....Haha....I dunno wad to do at tis point of time...Both of them is asking for the same thing....Haha....wad am i suppose to do??Haha....wish i can have Both...but i cant....OH NO!!! HOW??Hopefully i can get it settle as quickly as possible....Argh!! Am i suppose to accept or not??I didnt expect it to happen...it cant be happening...with o levels going on....haix....hmm....lets put that one side....today....i had o level Geography paper....haha....its was a good paper i tink...alot of my brain cells burst....hehe....i mean...really...its a good paper....manage to answer the questions....was happy....hopefully i get the best results for myself....Amin...Not forgetting my precious honie....
Thank You so much Honie!!! tmr will be having Maths paper 1....ALL the Best to me and also to all 2008 O lvl candidates!!! Jia You!!!

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 9:48 PM ...................

Haha...long time didnt blog....well....im just taking a break for awhile and decided to blog...I had English Paper 1 and 2 today....it ended at 7pm...haix..the paper was managable...Really:) I wrote about something that is related to me....find it easier to write....its about the delights and frustrations of being a teenager....Haha....yesterday i had Chemistry paper...its was managable also...Thanks to my favourite teacher who taught me just a few hours before the paper starts...Thank you so Much!!! Tmr...no paper....but going to the library to study with my honie....To all 2008 O level candidate....All the Best for the rest of the paper!!! Jia You!!!

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 8:09 PM ...................

Heys...its left with less than 8 days to O levels!!! OMG!!! tats like sooo fast...the tension is rising...hahas....going insane....revising all my subjects....its gonna be tough...but with determination...i am sure i can clear this hurdle....Amin....have been busy with school work....i haven't have the time to blog....so i guess i will not be blogging and updating my blog for awhile....hahas....its not a DEAD blog im telling you...its just that im busy...hahas....today...in school was normal...morning after assembly we went up to the AVA room for a briefing by Principal....she was happy with our Prelims results and she pray for us that we will be better in our O levels comparing to Prelims.....May her prayers be answered and may all the candidates in my school graduate from school...we will then further our education to the tertiary level...Amin...tmr will be another exciting day...i cant wait...so...i make my move...preparing for o levels....hehe...byes...

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 8:07 PM ...................

hi..blogging again....haha....well...i can say that as for now...i will not be blogging as frequent....hahas....exams coming...recently...my emotions are playing with me...i hate that....why is this happening?? This should not be happening at tis point of time...haix...everything went very well...so well that when the other party turn out...he/she just spoils everything....i feel kindda pissed actually....its very bad...its not nice to label ppl....so i will just have to keep that labelling of him/her to myself...i dun want to hurt any of the ppl involved...let me be the one who suffers....nobody cares anyway....keep thinking of their own feelings...selfish i can say....its all the same logic...GOD...Damn it!! I HATE IT...Im suffocating!! If you say u care abt ur frend...wad would you do to help me??I just hope that u can read and understand me...is it so difficult??or u just dun bother??its 2 different thing....are u going to end our friendship just becoz of someone who is always there??...sticking with you...i have been tolerating this...i do not want to blow up in front of ppl...better not...both of us will be ashame...so...i keep it still....one thing is for sure...my heart is tearing apart every single day....the wound...its gets deeper and deeper every single day....after all we have been through,is this how you treat me??i care so much abt you...here u are...not even bothering abt me...if you ask me a qn....i can feel that u force urself to ask me that qn...u dun have to ask if you are force 2...i know where i stand beside you....friend...i have always love and care abt you....but when u do tis to me...i am upset...sad...depressed...leaving tis post here as of now....

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 8:01 PM ...................