Yesterday
Me went out with honie...he called me at 11am to say that we will be meeting at 2pm...and that we are to meet at SP McDonalds...i slowly got ready to meet my honie...and met honie at McDonalds...he had his lunch already...so we head down to Vivocity...hahas...it was a wonderful ride to and fro from Vivocity...had lots of laugh...hehes...erm...just love it larh...hmm...purpose of going to vivo is too accompany honie to buy a present for his friend whose birthday is coming soon...hehe...somthing from River Island...Wow!! Cool...its a checkerboard shawl...after buying,we walk around vivo for awhile and then we head to JE...we get to meet different kind of people...at JE,we were damn thisty after all those jokes and laugh and decided to buy bubble tea...mine is honey ice blend and my honie's is chocolate ice blend...wow!! its heavenly...quench my thist...hehes...then i took bus 99 and head home...we said bye to one another and off i go in the bus...had a wonderful day though...and tiring too...
Today
Nothing much that happen today...just got up and do normal stuff...hahas...complete my task very quickly today...just got the posting result yesterday...and yeah...i did make it to somewhere...hehes...Cool!! well...i will be slowly buying stuff that is needed for poly...maybe soon ba...
hahas...im feeling very beat...tats all for now...*smiles*

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 4:38 PM ...................

some days since i last blog...i dun have the mood to write and nothing to write...hahas...a few days ago...i lost one of my relative...im sad about it but i tell myself everyone who is alive will be gone one day...its just a matter of time...have to just let it go...will meet them in Heaven soon...*smiles*
didnt really go out much...been busy with my workout...hahas...hmm...yea...hope to nice results...I really miss someone...i hope he knows that...hahas...well...hope he got alot of fun when he was away...planning to meet him soon but i guess i cant becoz he is having his exams pretty soon...So to him...ALL THE BEST!!!
Play hard...Study hard...Score well too...*smiles* Hope 2 See you soon...yea..

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 2:52 PM ...................

YESTERDAY...
I had a wonderful time with my honie...We went out together after so long...I enjoyed myself very much when we go out together...We went to Vivocity...it was cool...its like only my 2nd time there...hahas...me n honie went round and round Vivocity...from basement all the way up...hahas...visit most of the shops there...hehes...super fun..hehes...time passes really fast when we are having fun...when i look at my watch,its 2pm...then the 2nd that i look,its already 4pm...hahas...i found a few nice shops that i would like to go again...foe example,there is is lava lamp shop...then there is a shop where u can make ur own teddy bear...it was super fun...i just became like a kid when i went there...lolz...erm...went to toy shop,hahas...we played all the stuff there...hehes...then we went to The Cocoa Tree shop...and bought gummy bears,sweets and some chocolates...the chocolate was heavenly...OMG!! its delicious...then again at the chocolate shop,we played with the chocolates...we saw this cute frog and i went "croak...croak".Honie look at me and laughter can be heard...hehes...plus...the ppl working there too was smiling all along...hahas...it was a total crazy day...then honie wanted to go Bugis...but it was already very late...haix...blame the time...lolz...Honie was hungry and we went to M'donalds to eat...initially we wanted to eat Long John Silver or Burger King...but it was super packed with people...so just went to eat M'donalds...he ate McSpicy meal and i ate McChicken...it was super fun...met many kinds of ppl...all with different style...character...face...attitude...wow! after eating lunch together,honie said he wanted to buy a ring and we went to the shop...he bought this very nice tiger eye ring...its lovely...both of us like the ring...After that we head home...in the train...we were kindda pissed with this girl...she keeps on running in the mrt and her mom was like chatting all the way...hahas...we keep pur cool and just enjoy our ride home...so much fun...on our way back...honie took out this piece of paper n tore it into half...and i looked at him and ask what is he going to do wif it...he said just wait n see...hmm...i waited and it was so lovely of him to make me a paper tulip origami...wah!! i love it...*smiles* To honie...Thank you for everything...I enjoyed it...You made my day...Luv ya my honie...

TODAY
woke up feeling very tired from yesterday...Vivo trip and at nite i went to bbq aat east coast and only sleep at 3.30am...haix...tired sia...OMG!! then i receive the sad news...one of my relative has passed away...was rather saddened by it but still have to accept the fate...after visiting,we went home and just spend the time with my family...was a tiring day...To all..."HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!" May all the wishes come true...*smiles*

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 9:39 PM ...................

Yesterday,19 January
It was a day that i really felt strongly about...hahas...hmm...woke up early and went to do my daily routine...household chores of course...then i get ready...looking for jobs...i went out today...with two purpose...well,the 1st purpose is to find a job...and the 2nd is to buy presents...went from shops to shops...went to buy presents and then i look for jobs...still no luck but i will try again...after tired looking for job,then i went into this particular shop and i felt that there is this feeling...a very strong one...saying that he is really inside...hehes...as i went more inside to the shop,the feeling grew stronger...till one point where my heartbeat just stop for a few seconds...i saw him in front of me...with his body...so muscular...OMG!! i simply cant resist the sight of him...i froze there...not knowing what to do...hahas...then i told myself...just watch him from far would be enough fo me...i would not wannt to disturb him as he was working...i cant forget his sight...mesmerised by the way he walk,the way he talk...easy said everything about him is wonderful...hahas...well...told myself this feeling cant go on...its too risky...i might as well hide in my shell and just watch him from far...watch him from a safe distance...making sure he is not aware...

Today...
woke up late coz i slept late last night...it is almost a week now...i cant seem to sleep at night...my body is not tired,my eyes are not tired,everything is not tired though i did alot of movement in the morning and some workouts...i wonder what is the reason...day and night...i dun feel tired...after getting ready,me n mum went to market to get something for tonight's feast-my younger sister's b'dae...so for her..."HAPPY 12th Birthday!!" celebrating her b'dae at home again...ystd went to Burger King to celebrate her b'dae...then today its at home...hahas...just one wish for her..."May she do well in her PSLE this year"

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 1:37 PM ...................

i've been busy all this while....trying to find a job...hehes..well...haven found any yet...but i will keep on trying...never give up..*smiles* hmm...well...i have already submitted my application form for my tertiary studies in one of the polytechnics...guess i am not fated to go college...hahas...not smart enough...i wonder how do they study...hmm...well...im just glad to be able to make it to polytechnic...there is only one word to describe what im feeling when i was sittinig in the hall waiting for the results to be release...SCARED...hahas...well...i make it!! hooray!! now just waiting for posting results...well...i have been through alot this few days...guess it thought me to be more matured than who i was last time...i spend most of my time trying to understand things which i never understand...well..gladly to say i have made progress...and its working...hmm...i am terribly missing my friends...well...i understand they are busy...what to do...just bear with the situation...hahas...well...guess im going for a swimming or sun-tanning abit...it feels good to be under the sun...hehes...well...anyone coming?? i will be glad to have someone to accompany me...tats all for now..byes

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 8:20 PM ...................

Finally the day that i have been waiting for has finally arrived...hahas...its the results...Well...hooray! i graduate from Secondary School...and i will be going for my tertiary studies...hmm...have to choose wisely...its gonna be a 3years course...well...overall...i was rather happy with my results though im expecting a better result...its ok...gonna be happy with it and use it to go poly...hahas...reach school yesterday...i can see all those anxious faces..hahas...well...it was the last time i wore uniform and for once i felt very proud of it....i feel like i dun want to take it off...hahas...well...knowing that i have graduated from Hua Yi Secondary...i feel both sad and happy...Happy becoz im going to poly...to further my studies...sad becoz i will miss all dear teachers...OMG!! i will surely miss them...to All my teachers...I LOVE ALL OF YOU!! THANK YOU For TEACHING ME...i will come back sometime to visit...To HYSS top student...CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Well...im just glad that i pass every of my subjects...happy!
its not fantastic results but at least i knew i tried and gave my best shot...so i have no regrets anymore...i thank the Almighty coz i got what i wanted-to go poly...so i got it...here...now...i have to choose the choose the course that i want to pursue in...something that relates to my future...by going to the course,it will bring me closer to my career...so..yea...wish me luck for the posting results..
-Peace Out-

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 5:28 PM ...................

TMR!! the day O level results will be release...hahas...anxious....well...tmr will be getting results at 2pm...i wish every candidate taking the results tmr will pass with flying colours especially me...hehe...hmm...yea...to my schoolmates,i miss you guys...so see u guys tmr....to my dear frends,i really miss you ppl...you are always in my heart...i will remember you where ever i go...and i hope u do the same too...

Just wanna dedicate a song to my dear friend...Just wanna tell him dun ever give up...Stay strong...Will be there for you when u need someone to talk to...I like the lyrics of this song and decide to dedicate to you...its very meaningful...Hope u enjoy this soong like i enjoy it...always listen to it when i'm kindda down...so Enjoyz..*smiles*

Ur friend,

=Iqah=

BassHunter-I can walk on water,I can Fly

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 1:07 PM ...................

Heys...went to Singapore Polytechnic's Open House....hahas...two words...Crazy Hotness!! hahas...well...i met a few hunks or should i say good-looking guys...hehes...Well...most of them are Chinese ba....except for one malay guy that caught my attention...hehes...Hmm...met some of my classmates there as well...reach SP at 10.3oam...not really alot of ppl ba...receive call from Jinn Chyau and we somehow play a mini-game...hahas...trying to find each other...hahas...i know its Lame larh...but tats just for the fun of it...hehe...Jinn Chyau is very kind...he brought me around SP...introducing me to the place and i find it interesting....then when we got every place covered, we look at the time and its really early for lunch...so we went to the library to chill there for awhile...so we just rest n chill in the libraby...he got GEMS to attend to at 1pm and he ask me to tag along to the GEMS too...at 1st i was scared coz actually i wasnt suppose to be there...but in the end i entered the room and just go on with the lesson...hahas...guess wad? i enjoyed the lesson...its very fun to be in coz the lecturer,Dr Cui is a hilarious person...we laugh at the way he speaks...hehes...erm...the lesson ended very fast...haix...its suppose to end at 3pm but in the end it ends at 2pm...haix...reason being Dr Cui has to attend to somethings...i was like....aww...the lesson ended too soon...well...i learn about Value of Diversity...abt Quinine...Taxol...etc..it was something new for me...though he speaks with a different accent,i could still figure out what he said...hahas...hmm...after class...called Fikri...met up with him...3 of us had lunch together and chat alot...i really miss Jinn Chyau and Fikri...glad to meet them today...To Jinn Chyau...Thank you for bringing me around SP...I enjoyed going around the school with you...Thank You!!

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 8:08 PM ...................

ARGH!!!! O Level results will be out on Monday,12 January 2009, at 2pm....Argh!! hehe....excited for the results....hehe....hope the candidates and myself will be happy with their results....well...its left with 3.5 days more....hehe...hahas...

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 2:24 PM ...................

today...had a long day...hahas....woke up in the morning and rush down to Marsiling....go to my granny's place...long journey by bus...sat there for one hour plus in 178....wah!! butt pain sia...hehes...erm...then went to Causeway Point with granny to pay her TV liciense...Thank God the bill haven due date yet...if not...go up and down to the court...haix...dun want that to happen....then we went walking around to Civic Centre...granny bought me a dress...hehes...Thanks Granny!! hehe...then i bought myself tops...its white...so yea...erm...its cool..going to wear it soon...maybe to poly open house...hehes...then we rush to Yew Tee...to have our lunch there....WOw!! Lunch was super delicious....hahas...i ate Nasi Lemak with some gravy...dunno why the shop sell like that...hahas...nvm...its delicious...i finished it since i skipped breakfast...hehes...then after that i head down to Jurong East....hahas...then i just walk around....when there is no where else to go...i decide to go home....while waiting for 99 to come, i receive a call from mum...she ask me to buy some beancurd and long beans...hehe...run errands for her...all the time...hahas....i head down to the market....took 99...on my way home...i was so shocked and happy...I saw Steven...hehe...the handsome,tall and cool guy...hehes...it has been awhile since i last saw him...hehe...i miss Steven sey...hahas...we exchange "Hi" with each other...hahas...then we also exchange "Goodbyes"...hahas...tiring day indeed...travelling....hahas...but actually its fun...hehe...
=Peace Out=

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 6:21 PM ...................

never felt so lonely in my life before....my friends...they are all busy doing their stuff....they are enjoying themselves definitely....i am happy if my friends are happy....like i use to say "To see other's happiness also bring happiness to me" yupz...its still tat way though i feel very lonely...i dun blame them...they have their own life to run....who am i to them? do i even exist in their heart? have they all forgotten abt me? need an answer to that...yupz...need an answer...they are all busy people...do they have time for me? i guess what i fear the most is happening...i want to escape from the situation...its never then same...yes...we grow and there are alot of commitment here and there...sorry friends...i think im greedy...i wanted my friends to remain as my friends...not others...im sorry...i think i have to be a new me...who is not selfish...to share my friends with others...i will be sad to see my friends having a fun time with others but not me...is there anything wrong with me?am i so boring?can't i be like ur other friends whom u can laugh with??...play with??...chat alot with....??friends i do need answers from u...coz thats the only way i can improve myself....

yours,
iqah

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 7:36 PM ...................

do considered what they have done to me...well...not only me....but others too....dun have to say when u dun want to....dont have to do when dun want to....are ppl just some burden to them??...have they consider if they are a burden to ppl??....for those who read this post and not understand.......nvm.... becoz u wont understand and will nvr understand...simply becoz u are not in my shoes...hahas....wad a great laugh i had!! the call....they are just fake....a name which is used to confuse ppl...stop doing it when u feel u are being forced to do....all they can think is pleasing themselves while hatred....suffering...miserable is felt by ppl....hahas....such a world...its so unfair!

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 4:24 PM ...................

Happy New Year!!!! its 2009...wehee~looking back at 2008,it has been a challenging year for everyone and including me...hahas...we had to go through many obstacles....many unhappiness....many emotional breakdown....well...lets start anew...with new resolution....with new hope...Haapy 2009 to everybody!!! May 2009 be a good year ahead....

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 1:14 PM ...................