hahas...long time since i last post...hmm...main reason is i dont have anything to blog about except the upcoming enrolment period...hahas...its gonna be something new to me...meeting new people and some old faces...hahas..Singapore is small...u can find people rather easily...hahas..well..my days were good though there are some incident that happen that makes me irritated with some of them...

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 5:01 PM ...................

not been updating for some days...hehes..my last entry was on Valentine's Day...and today i'm going to post abt Valentine's Day which falls on 14 Feb,Sat...I met honie at JE...then we trained to Bugis...hehes...when we met its like 1 plus?doesnt matter larh wad time we meet...honie wait for me till he fall asleep...OMG!!hahas..reached Bugis...we went to Bugis Junction...i love the time spent with my honie...hehes...then honie bought me VAlentine's Day present...I SUPPEERRR LOVEEEEE it!!! hehe...THANK YOU HONIE!!!! After he bought me present,we went walking around Bugis...we have not been there so for long already...haix...busy mah...hmm...then honie said he was very hungry that he wants to faint...hahas...ok larh...then we head back to JE...went to IMM...to eat...wehee!!! i LOVE the Noodle there...DELICIOUS!!! we bought it and eat it together...while we really chat...abt things...hahas...really enjoy myself...after eating the bowl of noodle...we were super full...hahas...can bearly walk...hehe...TO Honie...THank you for the Valentine's Day present...i REALLY LOVE it!! miss & luv ya always...

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 12:53 AM ...................

COUNTDOWN:2 DAYS TO VALENTINE's DAY
Hehe...left 2 more days sia...for those who are in a relationship will be the happiest on 14 Feb...coz its Valentine's Day...for those who is single...and available like me...hahas..wont see any importance to this date...hahas...yea..its true...haix...i think to be in a relationship is sweet and nice coz you have someone to love you,pamper you,gives atention to you...(besides ur family of course) haix...another year without having to celebrate Valentine's Day...*cries*
How does it feel to be in a relationship???
Issit cool???
Issit torturous???
issit hurtful???
its a qn from someone who has not been i relationship...hahas..
well...i think its not the time for me to look for one yet..so Valentine's Day is just another day that is celebrated by ppl who are in love...hehes...
anyways...went through alot this days...had to think alot...many things that happen that i can use as a learning experience..i will burst into tears whenever i think of it...it shouldn't have happen...they are meant to be together...they are the ones that i love dearly and it happened to them...why is this happening??? If there is still a ray of hope...pls let them be happily united again...if there isn't..then i will just be praying for the best...

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 6:04 PM ...................

started my day as early as 6.45am...hahas...hit the showers...damn cold sia...hehe...then wear my comfortables clothes and off for my training...hehes...went down for a game of badminton...wow! it was super tiring...now my hands are super weak...hahas...blame on me coz i push myself too far...nearly had a fall just now while playing...well...its normal to fall...after that went back home and out again to the market...walked there...hahas...super tiring...bought suff that is needed and head for breakfast...wehee!! the lime juice that i had...hahas...its sour to the MAXX...hehes...well...its fun though...currently im on medication...so yea...erm...then as per normal...did my household chores...soon enough it was afternoon..my lunch was at 5 plus...eat what we cooked earlier...eat as a family...was fun...there goes night time...most peaceful time of the day...its where i can enjoy silence...i can do my workouts...so yea...well...just finish my workout though...hahas...tmr is gonna be a wonderful day...looking forward to tmr...okies..im totally beat...have a full day ahead of me tmr...so see ya!!

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 11:50 PM ...................

hahas...another long day...its always that same old thing....hahas...well...i am going to take a vacation where there is free from noise....all thats there is tranquility....its just that i wont get bored of...hear the swaying of the trees....hear the cool breeze....the water....the waves....all of those...i really miss them...loving being with nature....simply relaxing my mind...alot of things that is going through my mind...hahas...i'm afraid i will be over-loaded...hehe...as for ppl...i want to be with the ppl that can ease my mind...


**PatienceIsVirtue** . 8:56 PM

i just dun understand about some ppl...here i am trying to care about them as how a friend should care about one another....there are ppl in this world who does not appreciate what you are trying to do...they find you always asking the same questions over and over again...and they tell you that you are always asking the same question again and again..well...i respected their wish and i try not ask them those qns...i guess i will stop caring for those kind of ppl...should i?? they do not appreciate my effort in wanting to just care abt them as a friend would do...so thats it...pushing me away or avoiding me is not the solution...just tell me..."hi..just stop caring about me.I can find a friend that will care for me better than you". Then i would not bother you since thats ur wish...i just dun wan ppl to be tortured by being friends with me...i will feel bad abt it...so if u feel that way...then i guess i am a bad friend to you...forgive me for all the wrong doing i did to you...
Look...i am naturally like that....i do that to all of my friends and u are not the exception...i care for them like they are my own siblings...i give my best to make them happy,make them feel loved...make them feel that they are impt in this world...make them less-troubled...i try my best to help all my friends and u are no exception...lately,i have this feeling that u are pushing me away or avoiding me...why is that?? did i do anything to offend ur feelings??

**PatienceIsVirtue** . 12:03 PM ...................

Blogging is one way i can express my deepest feelings...i know my post is not read by others but thats fine...its ppl's choice to read or not...even if they know what u are going through...will they even care to ask you...embrace u and say everything will be fine...hahas...i think that will not happen...im just dreaming of those things...right now...i am happy becoz they are happy...to see them happy makes me happy too though sometimes it hurts me...i have to put away my sorrow...hide it from them...i know im being stupid...but i cant bear to see my loved ones being sad...i have to be strong for them...life has to go on even if sometimes u find that living ur life is meaningless...the word Believe for me is very important...sometimes the things that i believe in might not be what others might believe...they take me as a joker who is only talking crap...they did not believe in me...i tried gluing pieces of my heart together but it seems the more i glue them together,the more this pieces from my heart will fall off...
**Deepest sorrowness that i am feeling now**

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**PatienceIsVirtue** . 11:44 PM ...................