T.E.D.D.Y. M.Y. L.O.V.E
Friday, October 3, 2008

hi..blogging again....haha....well...i can say that as for now...i will not be blogging as frequent....hahas....exams coming...recently...my emotions are playing with me...i hate that....why is this happening?? This should not be happening at tis point of time...haix...everything went very well...so well that when the other party turn out...he/she just spoils everything....i feel kindda pissed actually....its very bad...its not nice to label ppl....so i will just have to keep that labelling of him/her to myself...i dun want to hurt any of the ppl involved...let me be the one who suffers....nobody cares anyway....keep thinking of their own feelings...selfish i can say....its all the same logic...GOD...Damn it!! I HATE IT...Im suffocating!! If you say u care abt ur frend...wad would you do to help me??I just hope that u can read and understand me...is it so difficult??or u just dun bother??its 2 different thing....are u going to end our friendship just becoz of someone who is always there??...sticking with you...i have been tolerating this...i do not want to blow up in front of ppl...better not...both of us will be ashame...so...i keep it still....one thing is for sure...my heart is tearing apart every single day....the wound...its gets deeper and deeper every single day....after all we have been through,is this how you treat me??i care so much abt you...here u are...not even bothering abt me...if you ask me a qn....i can feel that u force urself to ask me that qn...u dun have to ask if you are force 2...i know where i stand beside you....friend...i have always love and care abt you....but when u do tis to me...i am upset...sad...depressed...leaving tis post here as of now....

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