T.E.D.D.Y. M.Y. L.O.V.E
i always thought u are there...there when im in happiness and in sadness...it was all a pretence...it was all fake...nvr thought it would happen this way...tell me im not stupid.....tell me im not...now that i cannot run nor hide...im stuck...stuck in this darkness that u have put me in...i have to go through alot of pain and suffering...pain that would never be washed way nor be forgotten...it is always my fault....not urs...blinded by ur own mistakes...i admit that i do make mistakes and i would apologise if necessary..but how abt u...do u even have the face to apologise if u are in the wrong?the happiness that is there suddenly vanish...i cant catch the happiness...it just disappear right in front of my eyes...its all different...i am alone...in this beautiful world...i sacrifice alot of my life for you...do u even care??i have to cry every night just to tell myself that tomorrow will be a new day and that i will have to learn how to forget....i am weak...i am alone...i told myself...let nature takes its course....if we are not meant to be together...then i will have to learn to accept the fate...i will have to learn how to forget to...getting hurt is part and parcel of life...but how long can individual withstand it??sure there will be days when u will feel like telling the whole world that you should not have been in this land...that is what that is happening to me....i feel alone....empty...in agony...frustrated...sad...in misery....i am not pleading for sympathy...its how i view ppl...they will go to you when they need u badly....once they have what they wanted...they will ignore you....as if u are not even there....as if u are invisible...to ppl like that...i wonder if u have any feelings of gratitude towards ppl who helped you...guess i will leave it till here...see what happens next...May all tun out well...Amin...after reading this...start counting how many ppl out there...considering them as ur frends will care to even ask if you are doing well in life??start counting...maybe handful will ask....Labels: =iQahLurvesYou=
**PatienceIsVirtue** . 1:17 PM
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