feel all alone...no one to be with...no one to laugh with...all that is left is just memories...memories of us...so happy together...wish i could just erase it but i cant...keeps flashing in my mind...i even try to do things that i dont think i ever tried...it is so clear that i am hurt by the words that was being said to me...i feel like there is a razor blade that is used to cut my heart...very deep...i tried screaming...but no one can hear me...since no one can hear me,i will just continue screaming all my heart out...hoping that after i am tired of screaming,my pain,my sorrow,my sadness will go awaybut no...i was wrong...totally wrong...my pain,my sorrow,my sadness is still lingering around me making me choke...i am helpless and i cant fight anymore...i am just too weak to even get up on my feet...why does this have to happen to me...ppl may say they understand...but how much do they understand...its not the same...i dont know how much longer i can take it...hopefully i just dont kill myself before my time comes to leave this place...too devastated...too down...too sad...i will try to keep smiling to u all my beloved friends...but do bear in mind that even if i smile,my pain,my sorrow,my sadness will not go away...but my beloved frends do cheer me up...i may look happy but actually im not...no matter wad im trying to forget everthing that happen to me in the past...to u my beloved frends...help me by forgetting my past...love me like you love ur love ones,treasure me like how i treasure u,my beloved fren..accept me just like how i accept who u are...may this misery of mine come to an end soon...O Allah...pls help this creature of urs...this post is a piece of my broken heart...Labels: piece of my broken heart
**PatienceIsVirtue** . 11:59 AM
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