i walk down the path..thinking that there will be someone who will follow me..but when i turn around..i saw nobody..feeling so down that i can't even console myselfwill any kind ppl out there console me??now i will not hope..i will not even dream about it..the more i hope and dream about it..the more i will be driven to the dark path where happiness doesn't existits lucky that i found out early..i just try to distract myself from remembering this hurtful feeling of mineeach time i try to forget,the scene keeps playing itself...the words suddenly become audible to my ears i just dunno what to feel right now..why do i keep doing things that i do not want to do??why do i still love when my heart says hate??why do i still care when my heart has been hurt many times??its always why...why and why??i just hope to forget the name that has always been in my lips and in my mindi am scared to love ppl..too scared..at least i know i tried...and i know i did express my feelings...now..i dont have any regrets or doubts...its all clear now that he likes me just as a frend...fair enough..though i'm hurt but trust me,i will never end the friendship that we have built over just a few months that we have been together in secondary school...to be precise sec 5..i just hope whoever you choose later in ur life will be the women whom you love,treasure and that you and her will be happy together...i may be crying but i am happy to see you happy even if i know that i did not make you my own...you are and will always be in my mind...we will be friends...knowing that i am alone now..i walk down the dark path again..waiting to see if there is any ray of happiness that will shine throughout my entire life..o Allah..please help me..i do not wish to be Alone in this planet..Labels: =piece of my broken heart=
**PatienceIsVirtue** . 9:12 PM
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