T.E.D.D.Y. M.Y. L.O.V.E
Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Yesterday,19 January
It was a day that i really felt strongly about...hahas...hmm...woke up early and went to do my daily routine...household chores of course...then i get ready...looking for jobs...i went out today...with two purpose...well,the 1st purpose is to find a job...and the 2nd is to buy presents...went from shops to shops...went to buy presents and then i look for jobs...still no luck but i will try again...after tired looking for job,then i went into this particular shop and i felt that there is this feeling...a very strong one...saying that he is really inside...hehes...as i went more inside to the shop,the feeling grew stronger...till one point where my heartbeat just stop for a few seconds...i saw him in front of me...with his body...so muscular...OMG!! i simply cant resist the sight of him...i froze there...not knowing what to do...hahas...then i told myself...just watch him from far would be enough fo me...i would not wannt to disturb him as he was working...i cant forget his sight...mesmerised by the way he walk,the way he talk...easy said everything about him is wonderful...hahas...well...told myself this feeling cant go on...its too risky...i might as well hide in my shell and just watch him from far...watch him from a safe distance...making sure he is not aware...

Today...
woke up late coz i slept late last night...it is almost a week now...i cant seem to sleep at night...my body is not tired,my eyes are not tired,everything is not tired though i did alot of movement in the morning and some workouts...i wonder what is the reason...day and night...i dun feel tired...after getting ready,me n mum went to market to get something for tonight's feast-my younger sister's b'dae...so for her..."HAPPY 12th Birthday!!" celebrating her b'dae at home again...ystd went to Burger King to celebrate her b'dae...then today its at home...hahas...just one wish for her..."May she do well in her PSLE this year"


**PatienceIsVirtue** . 1:37 PM
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